still unplugged, sick of demos

by groggy darko

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1.
deliriants 06:54
is there a bottom? i can feel my legs start to strain are we, are we under water? i can feel the pressure start to raise i remember looking down at the bottle covered ground with a noxious sense of owner ship reaching in the darkness i can feel your bosom start to throb breaking into wet sand i can feel my fingers start to sob i remember throwing up on a carpet filled with bugs right before the room made its spin is it ever gonna end is there anyway for me to not love you is it ever gonna end is there anyway for me to not love you rosemary in a woman's lips its dripping deep into my throat reeking fresh of mint and pricks sockets pulsing tender bloat i can feel the red sky screeching flowers on a woman's blouse soaked in cum and fresh veneer is it ever gonna end is there anyway for me to not love you is it ever gonna end is there anyway for me to not love you is it ever gonna end is there anyway for me to not love you i'm blacking out i'm blacking out i won't wake up i won't wake up will my tummy take a cigarette
2.
I'm sorry that I can't be Stiffer in the Parts that matter Pain and pleasure Big enough to drain my septic mind It hurts how you want me Dominating From the bottom Biceps bulging Stuffed into a wig I can't take off Do I Look better in the dark I'm sorry that I can't read The creases in your Tired breast sheets Curvy leg meat Distance between tears and bleeding lines It hurts how I want you Even through the Blackened lashings Bourbon weddings Silent nights against a trusted wall Do I Look better in the dark I'm sorry that you can't breathe Underneath my Curving fingers Basement freezer Clapping sections of bulbous thighs
3.
mistake 07:58
drinking the pitch side of a full moon icy eyes blossoming underneath the dew leaves me wondering where your blue jay flew makes me call out what's happening to you lost in the tall grass dried feathers and bone ashes and embers keep both shadows grown let me lean into you before we turn stone am i a parasite? let's get you home bloody sun oozes down through the leaves fills out the forest it brightens your teeth keeps me distracted the goodbyes brief keeps me going at six feet deep keeps me going at six feet deep its not a mistake that i feel this way not a deep crack but a shade of grey
4.
That's the way the stomach rumbles That's the way the bee bumbles That's the way the needle pricks That's the way the glue sticks That's the way the potato mashes That's the way the pan flashes That's the way the market crashes That's the way the whip lashes That's the way the teeth knashes That's the way the gravy stains That's the way the moon wanes I fell asleep down by the stream And there I had the strangest dream And down by Brennan's Glenn there grows A briar and a rose There's a tree in the forest But I don't know where I built a nest out of your hair And climbing up into the air A briar and a rose I don't know how long it has been But I was born in Brennan's Glenn And near the end of spring there grows A briar and a rose P icked the rose one early morn I pricked my finger on a thorn It had grown so high It's winding wove the briar around the rose I tried to tear them both apart I felt a bullet in my heart And all dressed up in springs and clothes The briar and the rose And when I'm buried in my grave Tell me so I will know Your tears will fall To make love grow The briar and the rose
5.
womb 04:10
love begging be my womb keeping all the wetness in cause scrambled eggs and klonopin just taste like misery outside of my fantasy a warm red place to finally breathe out and out and again I can’t choose face down on the fresh spilt floor pounding skull through ancient doors what you’re trying to trace arms around my trembling waist a mire blue eviscerates my place and time and again let me be your wound holding every bright light out liquid pools around my mouth then the scabs could seal me in and even if I leave a dent we know we both have arguments alone and home and again

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released December 9, 2015

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groggy darko Cedar Falls, Iowa

Autoethnographic explorations of illness, addiction, sabotage, and abuse. It's hilarious.

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