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deliriants
06:54
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is there a bottom?
i can feel my legs start to strain
are we, are we under water?
i can feel the pressure start to raise
i remember looking down
at the bottle covered ground
with a noxious sense of owner ship
reaching in the darkness
i can feel your bosom start to throb
breaking into wet sand
i can feel my fingers start to sob
i remember throwing up
on a carpet filled with bugs
right before the room made its spin
is it ever gonna end
is there anyway for me to not love you
is it ever gonna end
is there anyway for me to not love you
rosemary in a woman's lips
its dripping deep into my throat
reeking fresh of mint and pricks
sockets pulsing tender bloat
i can feel the red sky screeching
flowers on a woman's blouse
soaked in cum and fresh veneer
is it ever gonna end
is there anyway for me to not love you
is it ever gonna end
is there anyway for me to not love you
is it ever gonna end
is there anyway for me to not love you
i'm blacking out
i'm blacking out
i won't wake up
i won't wake up
will my tummy take a cigarette
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bleeding lines
08:21
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I'm sorry that I can't be
Stiffer in the
Parts that matter
Pain and pleasure
Big enough to drain my septic mind
It hurts how you want me
Dominating
From the bottom
Biceps bulging
Stuffed into a wig I can't take off
Do I
Look better in the dark
I'm sorry that I can't read
The creases in your
Tired breast sheets
Curvy leg meat
Distance between tears and bleeding lines
It hurts how I want you
Even through the
Blackened lashings
Bourbon weddings
Silent nights against a trusted wall
Do I
Look better in the dark
I'm sorry that you can't breathe
Underneath my
Curving fingers
Basement freezer
Clapping sections of bulbous thighs
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mistake
07:58
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drinking the pitch side
of a full moon
icy eyes blossoming
underneath the dew
leaves me wondering
where your blue jay flew
makes me call out
what's happening to you
lost in the tall grass
dried feathers and bone
ashes and embers
keep both shadows grown
let me lean into you
before we turn stone
am i a parasite?
let's get you home
bloody sun oozes
down through the leaves
fills out the forest
it brightens your teeth
keeps me distracted
the goodbyes brief
keeps me going
at six feet deep
keeps me going
at six feet deep
its not a mistake
that i feel this way
not a deep crack
but a shade of grey
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That's the way the stomach rumbles
That's the way the bee bumbles
That's the way the needle pricks
That's the way the glue sticks
That's the way the potato mashes
That's the way the pan flashes
That's the way the market crashes
That's the way the whip lashes
That's the way the teeth knashes
That's the way the gravy stains
That's the way the moon wanes
I fell asleep down by the stream
And there I had the strangest dream
And down by Brennan's Glenn there grows
A briar and a rose
There's a tree in the forest
But I don't know where
I built a nest out of your hair
And climbing up into the air
A briar and a rose
I don't know how long it has been
But I was born in Brennan's Glenn
And near the end of spring there grows
A briar and a rose
P icked the rose one early morn
I pricked my finger on a thorn
It had grown so high
It's winding wove the briar around the rose
I tried to tear them both apart
I felt a bullet in my heart
And all dressed up in springs and clothes
The briar and the rose
And when I'm buried in my grave
Tell me so I will know
Your tears will fall
To make love grow
The briar and the rose
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womb
04:10
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love begging
be my womb
keeping all the wetness in cause
scrambled eggs and klonopin just
taste like misery
outside of my fantasy
a warm red place to finally breathe
out and out
and again
I can’t choose
face down on the fresh spilt floor
pounding skull through ancient doors
what you’re trying to trace
arms around my trembling waist
a mire blue eviscerates my
place and time
and again
let me be your wound
holding every bright light out
liquid pools around my mouth
then the scabs could seal me in
and even if I leave a dent
we know we both have arguments
alone and home
and again
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groggy darko Cedar Falls, Iowa
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